Guilty Pelasure

When I close my eyes I hope I can forgive myself

When I fall asleep I wish my dream will kill my guilty

and

When I open my eyes I want time has turn back around to clea my sin
and restart my new life_____my old life
without you
without everything you did to me____for me
and
every smile I gave to you although thats not for you

Ah~~~
I wonder why you change me like this
more fake than I was

I cant show how did you mean to me
or
how afaid I am to loosing you
                                      your colour
                                      your greeting
                                      your sympathic


you, yes you
my guilty pleasure !